Love Will Never Happen In My Life

Hello there. It’s weird how when you turn a certain age people think you’re automatically an adult and you can do whatever you want but that’s not how it usually goes for some people. I still consider myself as a teenager and not near close enough to be called an adult yet. I consider an adult to be someone who has things straighten out in their life but I, on the other hand, am a mess. I make things that are so simple into very complex situations, I over analyze every problem and I don’t know how to fully express my feelings. It’s very hard for me to be happy all the time even though I am mostly considered very sweet and nice to my friends and even strangers. I have no idea why it is so hard for me to express anything. I hate crying in front of people, I hate hugs and any sort of touching unless I am the one offering and I am terrified of falling in love with someone. Believe it or not but I haven’t had my first kiss yet which I think is something to be proud of. I created this account to just let out things that happen in my life or what I can never say to anyone. If you want to get to know more about me then don't be afraid to send me anything. I love you all <3
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I seem to keep ending up with these bad boy characters.

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This is so accurate. At school, we literally have children who will watch our facial expressions to see if them falling is as bad as they think it might be.


  • do not react. at the most, maybe wince and go “ooooh”
  • go over to the child to assess panic level and severity of injury
  • if they’re like, dying, remain calm, but they’re probably not.
  • look them in the eye and ask, “you okay?” they will nod. possibly all teary-eyed. then ask, “are we gonna need to cut it off?”
  • the child is thrown off. if they giggle, you’re in the money. if they do not, put a bandaid on and do some sympathetic patting. they are probably a little teary. let the sad little bug sit out for a minute. they will quickly get bored.
  • works every time

"sad little bug" is the cutest and most accurate term ive heard used to describe a child because sometimes bugs are kinda super cute sometimes bugs are really fucking annoying and sometimes bugs are downright TERRIFYING

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*Crying* I miss her </3

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please don’t make people with depression feel guilty for their lack of interest in things or their inability to motivate themselves please and thank you goodbye 

on that note, please don’t make people with anxiety feel guilty about their inability to do tasks you deem simple and literally call them children and tell them to grow up because of it

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i secretly like getting assigned seats in school because it takes away that awkward “i have no friends in this class where the fuck am i gonna sit” factor

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Mughal Dagger 

Dated: circa 1675-1700 (sheath fittings, circa 1800)Culture: Indian, Mughal Medium: white nephrite jade hilt and sheath fittings inlaid with foiled rubies, emeralds, and diamonds set in gold; steel blade; velvet covered wooden sheath Measurements: 16 7/8 x 3 x 1 in. (42.86 x 7.62 x 2.54 cm)

© LACMA Museum

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  • scientist: on average teenagers go on the internet 16 hours a week
  • me: you mean per day
  • scientist: what
  • me: what


when the teacher asks you to answer the question because you weren’t paying attention but you know the answer


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In fairy tales, monsters exist to be a manifestation of something that we need to understand, not only a problem we need to overcome, but also they need to represent, much like angels represent the beautiful, pure, eternal side of the human spirit, monsters need to represent a more tangible, more mortal side of being human: aging, decay, darkness and so forth. And I believe that monsters originally, when we were cavemen and you know, sitting around a fire, we needed to explain the birth of the sun and the death of the moon and the phases of the moon and rain and thunder. And we invented creatures that made sense of the world: a serpent that ate the sun, a creature that ate the moon, a man in the moon living there, things like that. And as we became more and more sophisticated and created sort of a social structure, the real enigmas started not to be outside. The rain and the thunder were logical now. But the real enigmas became social. All those impulses that we were repressing: cannibalism, murder, these things needed an explanation. The sex drive, the need to hunt, the need to kill, these things then became personified in monsters. Werewolves, vampires, ogres, this and that. I feel that monsters are here in our world to help us understand it. They are an essential part of a fable.
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Kacy Catanzaro: the first woman in history to qualify for Mt. Midoriyama.

I was telling some of my students last night (especially the ones somehow even smaller than I am, including two very badass ladies) to look this performance up cuz it is legit inspiring.

There were like FOUR places where her height required her to JUMP when taller competitors could REACH. So cool.

I just watched this last night, and she is incredible. 5’ tall, 100# flat and she beasts through the course even making it up the ramp in one run. She’s positively epic. Makes me want to look into freerunning clubs around here.

She is literally one of my favorite people and a huge inspiration to me. She might be a heck of a lot shorter than me (literally 10 inches shorter), but to do what she can takes some serious strength and endurance. I can’t do half of what she does today, but one day I will.

This is badass!!!!

Someone finally made it!

I watched her, and the other woman who made it, and I was sooooo happy!

The full video is awe-inspiring

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