Love Will Never Happen In My Life

Hello there. It’s weird how when you turn a certain age people think you’re automatically an adult and you can do whatever you want but that’s not how it usually goes for some people. I still consider myself as a teenager and not near close enough to be called an adult yet. I consider an adult to be someone who has things straighten out in their life but I, on the other hand, am a mess. I make things that are so simple into very complex situations, I over analyze every problem and I don’t know how to fully express my feelings. It’s very hard for me to be happy all the time even though I am mostly considered very sweet and nice to my friends and even strangers. I have no idea why it is so hard for me to express anything. I hate crying in front of people, I hate hugs and any sort of touching unless I am the one offering and I am terrified of falling in love with someone. Believe it or not but I haven’t had my first kiss yet which I think is something to be proud of. I created this account to just let out things that happen in my life or what I can never say to anyone. If you want to get to know more about me then don't be afraid to send me anything. I love you all <3